Thursday, May 1, 2014

set backs?

I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard for me to not get discouraged.  Today is the first day of May, which is almost always a good thing!  But this year, I feel like time is going too quickly.  We don't have a second quote, the first quote was astronomically over budget (to the tune of at least $50K with zero add-ons/upgrades), and I don't know what our next step is.

This may not be the year for us to build.  I'm struggling, because I've put a lot of pressure on a house.  It feels like our life won't really begin until we own property.  It's time for me to rethink, and reevaluate those thoughts.

Does that mean God has a plan?  I sure hope so.