I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard for me to not get discouraged. Today is the first day of May, which is almost always a good thing! But this year, I feel like time is going too quickly. We don't have a second quote, the first quote was astronomically over budget (to the tune of at least $50K with zero add-ons/upgrades), and I don't know what our next step is.
This may not be the year for us to build. I'm struggling, because I've put a lot of pressure on a house. It feels like our life won't really begin until we own property. It's time for me to rethink, and reevaluate those thoughts.
Does that mean God has a plan? I sure hope so.
